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We all bit the apple and fell asleep

Updated: Dec 14, 2023

Do you know the story of Snow White? Remember when she ate the apple and fell asleep? There are two parts of you that need to wake up. And if we look at our old classical fairytales with an open mind. We will find out that the story was always about the divine masculine energy and the divine feminine energy waking up to themselves.

But society has created this narrative that our fairy tales are no longer serving us because it gives our children a completely wrong image about women’s capabilities and that we always need a man to come and rescue us.

It is true, but not in the sense that you think. No, we don’t need mortal men to come and rescue us, mortal women. We can fully fend for ourselves nowadays. But if you will look at the fairytale from a fresh perspective, a whole new world will open up to you. A world you didn’t know existed.

It was Dr. Marie-Louise von Franz who was an expert in Jungian psychology born in 1915–1998 who said: “The animus needs to rescue the anima.”

Roughly translated, what I understood is that the divine masculine energy is always the one who rescues the divine feminine energy. Always! Without the help of the divine masculine energy, the divine feminine will remain asleep, forever.

In the Fabulous One Philosophy, I have given the two energies their own names. The divine masculine energy who is the conscious mind is called Fabulous Self. And the divine feminine energy who is the subconscious mind is called Frequency Self.

When you look at my drawings, I am trying to show you in a picture what I think is happening in our minds. What battle is taking place. Fabulous Self is always the one with blue hair. The Frequency Self is the bald one. You will keep seeing the same characters appear in my drawing, but each time I am telling you a different story.

In every good fairy tale there is always a Dark Queen, isn’t it? So, I have as well given her a name, in my book she is called Fake Self. In my drawings she will always have pink hair. She represents our unconscious mind. If you look carefully at my drawing, you will see her hiding behind the trees. And she is holding something in her hand. She holds a diamond.

Because in eastern mysticism, the diamond body needs to wake up. There are many terms for diamond body. Merkabah, light body, energy body, or subtle body. But if we want to use modern terms, it is your subconscious mind, your feminine energy that is asleep, and the divine masculine energy is the only one who can wake her up. It puts every fairy tale in a different light. That is why it’s always the men in our fairytales rescuing the women.

In this drawing, the body, Frequency Self, fell asleep because the unconscious mind stole her diamond (heart). It is now up to Fabulous Self, your conscious mind to figure out where she hid the diamond and why she took it. The divine masculine energy needs to go on the hero’s journey to rescue the divine feminine energy and come face to face with her inner saboteur. I have a few more names for her. In some of my chapters I call her as well the Queen of Chaos.

We have all heard about the toxic masculine energy, but once the body falls asleep, it switches. It’s no longer the toxic masculine you are fighting. Something else bigger and scarier came instead, which is the dark feminine.

Every fairytale has a dark feminine character. Why is that? Dark feminine isn’t always a woman, though. The dark feminine can be a man too. Always keep in mind, I am not talking about gender. I am talking about energies. The yin and yang energies of the universe.

Who is the dark feminine? It is the subconscious mind who can’t control her emotions. She’s gone rogue, and she is out to destroy. She’s much more dangerous than the conscious mind. Her ability to reach inside the conscious universe and bring back chaos to the 3D reality is absolutely terrifying.

How did the divine feminine energy become dark? She lost trust in the divine masculine energy and she wants revenge. Destroy the divine masculine energy at all costs. She feels the divine masculine is a treat to her survival.

You can see this play out in our actual lives as well. Women fighting men for equality. Why? The dark feminine energy feels misunderstood, underappreciated, and wants recognition for who she is. She wants to be seen as worthy in the eyes of the divine masculine energy, but her approach is aggressive and defeats its purpose. The goal is not union or alignment but complete dominance over the divine masculine energy.

So, the battle begins, the prince has to fight the dark queen. In movies, we have no choice but to use a man as a representative of the divine masculine energy and a woman as a representative of the divine feminine energy to give you a good show, its pure entertainment. In real life, both these energies are within each man or woman. You are both, not either or. You have both energies within you, and both minds are fighting each other.

Until they realize they are allies and not enemies. Until they unite as One, you'll feel torn apart on the inside, always conflicted, always suspecting others; especially men not to have good intentions. You will never show your vulnerability for fear of being hurt. Can’t trust them and you shut yourself off from yourself.

In the book: “The Master and his Emissary” by Dr. Ian McGilchrist (neuroscientist), after doing over 20 years of research, he has concluded that it could be a possibility, he didn’t say he was certain, but he suspects that the left hemisphere of the brain is the divine masculine (conscious mind) and the right hemisphere of the brain is the divine feminine (subconscious mind). That both are equal to each other, there is no difference in intellect in both sides of the brain. There is something else that differentiates them that most of us overlook. Which is that they see the world from a different perspective.

The left hemisphere is centered on survival and individual growth, and the right hemisphere is centered on cooperation and the growth of our species, our collective. If I would say it in a metaphysical way it means that the conscious mind is The One and the subconscious mind is The All. All is One and One is All. Therefore they don’t see eye to eye because they view the world differently. When they disagree, there is friction (resistance) and out of this tension was born the shadow or unconscious mind. Every time they disagree the unconscious mind gets activated and you leave your diamond (heart) vulnerable to be stolen. In other words, when the divine masculine and the divine feminine can’t stay in alignment, the unconscious becomes the referee and puts one of your energies asleep. She steals the diamond because you left it open for grabs.

In this drawing, the divine feminine energy fell asleep and has now become the dark feminine. So, what we are all missing in most fairy tales, brace yourself, hope you are sitting down for this one. What we are missing is that Snow White has a dark side. It’s her dark feminine, and in fairy tales that has to be presented in a physical or tangible form and so we created the Dark Queen, or in my book I call her The Queen of Chaos. So, Snow White became the Dark Queen when she fell asleep.

What I am saying here is that we should stop fighting others because it’s a trick. You are not fighting someone else. You are not fighting against an enemy. It’s illusion. You are fighting yourself and you have created these characters to make you feel as if you have an opponent, but the opponent is you.

In the Fabulous One Philosophy I have created 4 minds, 4 archetypes, I call them the Fabulous One Fractal Selves and I can show you what they are up to in my drawings. I call them fractal because they each represent a miniature version of the whole. Each self is connected to Infinity.

These 4 selves are:

Fabulous Self

Frequency Self

Fake Self

Free Self

You will keep hearing me talk about these 4 minds and explain in more and more detail who they are and what they want. I am the one who is making these drawings, not to show you my artistic talents because we can debate that (lol), but to show you a story in an image instead of words. They say a picture speaks a thousand words, so if I can show you instead of telling you, it’s so much more powerful.

So, the question is now, ok, how does the conscious mind rescue the subconscious? How do we create alignment? How can we simplify this?

That’s where I offer my help. I can show you the roadmap to end your suffering. It is a roadmap that means you are the one who still has to choose to go on this journey, but in your case, you will not be alone. You will have me as your guide. I will prepare you as best as I can for what is coming, but eventually when we stand in front of the lion’s den, you will be the one who needs to be brave enough to go inside alone.

Why would you volunteer to do this? Because the future of your children is at stake. Your inability to see through the eyes of the Higher Self is now crippling our children. Your children fall asleep as they grow older and if you don’t wake up, your entire family will just keep passing on unconsciousness from one generation to the next.

Don’t you want to give your children a fighting chance?

Don’t you want to end suffering for your family?

Don’t you want to end your own suffering?

It ends with you, but only if you become brave enough to go all the way. Spirituality leaves us hanging when it comes to understanding what it truly means to face your shadow or integrate your shadow. It’s quite easy to say surrender your ego, but how?

In my book, self-mastery study guide for moms, I have completely mapped it out for you and I have added 21 illustrations to show you what happens in our mind. This way, I am trying to prepare you for what you are up against. In my illustrations I show you how the inner saboteur is always one step ahead of you and puts you asleep every time you see a brief flicker of light. She blows it out and redirects you.

Pfffff…. (blowing sound), “I Said No lights?!”

The unconscious mind blows out your light and puts you on a different path, like a maze, and it’s because you are inside the maze, you can’t see that the maze you are in is... Infinity. The only way to view this maze in its totality is when the divine masculine energy learns how to fly.

Go up, sis. Don’t look left or right; you need to look up. Only when the divine masculine energy connects to the mind of Source, will you be able to rescue your divine feminine energy out of the hands of the inner saboteur.



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